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Honesty Part 3
Part 2
Part 1
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During my recent trip from France to the US, I counted that I had to prove that I am myself 12 times, including giving 10 digital finger prints and a picture of my face at the airport. My judgment is that I, as an individual, am not to be trusted instinctively for being myself. By who? A system, individuals, relatives, friends, colleagues, strangers, others?
Do I trust myself? That is the first question I ask.
Am I honest with myself?
Once at peace, I live free of worry.
Accepting life as it is, unconditionally, is the first step to honesty. Check the last part of Lex’s Book of Honesty, Part 3, I love to read those lines and to feel lighter. (At the end you will find the three part of the the Book of Honesty in plain text.)
The moment has come for us to regain trust in our self, our Self, ourselves, in humanity as a unit of life, and ultimately in universal oneness.
What is there to lie about?
What is there to hide?
What is there to feel guilt?
What is there to be ashamed of?
I believe “nothing”, except to our self.
Every instance of self deception eventually manifest in our lives, the most common way is in the form of sickness.
I have noticed how self deception becomes a second nature as our ego fights to maintain our projected image. This image becomes more important than our own life, our Self.
Why should I pretend to be somebody else than myself? As I wrote in my 2005 wish, when I am myself, I allow others to be themselves, and here I find peace.
I hear people in public places, at dinners and gatherings, so rarely do I hear people sharing their passion.
I am happy that many of my close friends have recently found their paths, and excel at their passion for life. Many want to share, and this is very good news.
Everything we do is meant to happen.
Our actions have a reason.
So I choose to forgive myself, then I can forgive others.
When unresolved, every traumatic experience in our life keeps a part of our self until resolved.
Can you remember every traumatic experience in your life that needs forgiveness?
How many childhood related experiences still live in your mind with a bitter taste? All it takes is one. Drowning those memories in addictions to distractions only keeps them buried, allowing them to grow like a seed.
There are numerous therapeutic methods from our scientific fields of psychiatry, psychology or psychotherapy that either lead to the use of prescribed medication that numb us from feeling, or endless therapies that allow our ego to make itself feel better.
There are ancient shamanic methods of past life regression and soul retrieval that result in deep healings, one past experience at a time.
And today, there are soul retrieval methods that allow for instant forgiveness and in-mass soul retrieval and reintegration.
We have to reclaim all those parts of ourselves that we have left behind because of the fear to face those related events.
We have to become our full selves again.
Dawn Clark, in her book “Gifts for the Soul”, explains the importance of soul retrieval, and shares with the world: “Through true stories, case studies and exercises, Dr. Clark reveals “The Gifts”, a series of dynamic images that elicit energetic responses which empower you to heal core life issues as well as underlying causes for physical ailments.”
Dawn is a friend and in her work and person I have witnessed the simplicity and efficiency of self healing.
We can also put our focus in our heart. From the depth of our true self, send an unconditional wish of forgiveness aimed at all life forms that have affected our life or whose life we have affected. In the end, since we are all one, we are forgiving our self.
Eventually, we will reach the ultimate forgiveness: forgiving ourselves for thinking that we need to forgive, as there has always been nothing to forgive in the first place, everything is meant to happen.
Then we can move on with our life, and what a life.
We are in an accelerating phase of global transformation and now is the moment to connect with our real life that has been going on while we lived in fantasies to satisfy our ego.

I accept life.
I am honest with myself.
I live in harmony with all of life.
Welcome to our true life.
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Lex Book of Honesty
Now is a good time to be honest with myself
Honesty always feels true
Now is always a good time to be honest with myself
When I am honest my honesty comes through
Now is the only time I can be honest with myself
When I’m honest I am always being true
My true being is always honest with me
I am always being honest when my true being is coming through
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I want to teach myself the way to 100% honesty
Honesty is always the quickest way out of lies
Honestly I’m not honest sometimes
Sometimes I’m afraid to be honest
It makes no sense to be afraid to be honest with me
I know know when I’m lying to me
It makes no sense to be dishonest with me
I’m lying when I’m in dishonesty
Being dishonest doesn’t feel very honest to me
Dishonesty feels gross and yucky to me
I honestly feel cleaner when I am in honesty
I always feel better when I’m honest with me
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Dishonesty is a waste of time
I hope we’ll all be getting to the truth someday
Dishonesty is a waste of my time
I never like filling my time with dishonesty
Being dishonest is a waste of my time
My honesty is what makes me free
I always pay with my time for dishonesty
My honesty is always free
I am always free to be honest
If I can’t be honest I’m not free
I need to be honest to feel free
I need to be honest to be free